Do we dream the same?

Ok so I'll admit.. ever since my family and friends started telling me how much I looked like the girl on American Idol (Haley Reinhart) I am totally obsessed with the show. Partly because we really do look so similar but also because I imagine every week what I would be going though. Everyday I stay home and putz around a little and I make good meaning of my life. I honestly and genuinely enjoy my life. BUT- I do have these dreams sometimes of being a "star." Think of all the things you can do and how many ways you'd get your voice heard? Or, even to feel like your someone important. Honestly, I think everyone has felt that way before. I imagine what it would feel like to rehearse a song a million times to get it right, or to have a crowd scream my name and have signs help up for me. The "Idols" got to go home and visit and the montage they showed made me cry for every single one. Can you imagine leaving where you're from as (insert name here) and going back a few months later as a superstar, to have people crying to you and being so inspired by you?? To me, that's so amazing.

Ever since I can remember my main goal in my life has been to inspire the people around me. I want people to know me as a genuine, kind person. I understand I am not that way all of the time (trust me, ask my husband.. or the person who cuts me in a grocery line.. haha) but I try to put passion in all I do. I don't want to be a singer or anything but I do want to share who I am with people and inspire them to be who they really are. I am still so young and have so much I want to do. I just wonder if I will ever organize the time to live through it all. Believe me, I've made my 'bucket list' but sometimes it isn't about "swimming with dolphins" or "traveling the world" but it's about being exactly who you are and putting all of yourself in every.single.thing.you.do.

I wonder to what extent are the things people have dreamed up for themselves. I question what things do others hold near to their heart and don't always express aloud .

I do apologize if absolutely none of this made any sense but it's a huge combination of all I'm feeling right now. I'm super inspired. I think tomorrow I'll study for the test to get into this College to start picking away at that bucket list of mine. <3

Mama Bee